Scream On Pause (Locked-In Syndrome)

I catch myself, collecting words,
Searching every day
Learning to express it all
I catch myself trying to communicate
Thinking what to say,
To show you who I really am

I´m locked inside of myself
Deep inside of myself
Can´t you hear me?

Can´t you hear me?
Deep inside of myself
Down here

A desperate scream on pause
I´m vacuum sealed in my thoughts
I´m living in a sunken ship
There´s no air in here
Yet I´m still breathing

Breathing, breathing, locked deep inside
Locked inside of myself, still breathing
Can´t you hear me?

All their words are meaningless to me
All their ways seem just too incomplete
To tell you how I feel
I need to tell you how I feel
I need to tell you how I feel